DO YOU EVER WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE
AND YOU DO IT
AND THEN YOU’RE LIKE SHIT I FUCKED UP
I am still bitter about my friends not coming to visit me when I was in hospital and basically not caring
I’ve noticed that people I am friends with sometimes say or do things to get on my good side or are deeply hurt when I don’t like something they’ve done.
I just don’t understand why people value what I have to say or what I think about them. I am really not somebody whose opinion should matter.
Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are.